I am at the bottom looking up. Surrounded by books, papers, flash cards, e-mails and a to do list that travels from one post-it note to another. I am fragmented. Camera equipment has taken over every flat surface of my home and I have no desire to clean any of it up. Exhaustion has consumed me. I’ve had “one of those days” thats turned into weeks!
In the midst of my own personal mini-chaos I cling to the notion of a balanced life. One where I wont have to split myself into a million pieces in order to accomplish my goals. Where meals are planned and organized, not inhaled in the car. When the afternoon can be enjoyed without the pesky reminders of what needs to be finished running through my head.
The ebb and flow of my life is continually changing, but in the midst of it all I am content. Content with where I am heading and content to leave my loose ends untied.